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Saturday, 18 April 2009

Where were you?

I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words
And you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
You try to make me hate that girl
When I should be hating you
What the hell's wrong with you?

I can't sleep most of the time.
Try to cancel you from my mind.
Never liked you that much anyway.
Gotta try sleep through to saturday

we're all damaged in our own way.
nobody is perfect. i think we're all screwy.
every single one of us.

some pursue happiness;
others create it.

i feel that sometimes, nobody's ever held
me down and forced to to cry or make me hug them, or to get inside of
me. it's like i say, "oh, i'm fine." and i walk away, and nobody has
ever said, "no, your not."

what if when i'm gone, it dawns on you, you might
just want me back? let me make myself clear, if i
leave here, it's done. i'm gone. that's that. you
carry my love around like it's a heavy burden.
i'm about to take it back, are you sure it's worth it?

i'm not going to stress over you anymore. it
itsn't worth it. i tried and maybe i didn't try
hard enough, but it didn't seem to work and it's
exhausting. and i'm not saying that i don't want
you, because believe me, i do. all i'm saying is
i'm done chasing after you.

I think you can choose who you love. It's not a fall it's a jump. Love is a conscious decision to stick with someone no matter what. To love them for themselves and sometimes in spite of themselves. That's what real love is , at least it's that way for me.©

Calling when you say you're
going to call is the very first brick in the house you are building of
love and trust. If he can't lay this one stupid brick down, you ain't
never gonna have a house, baby. And it's cold outside.

Breakups, I've heard, are
supposed to be just that. Breaks. Hard, clean breaks. No talking, no
seeing, no touching ... keep your hands to yourself. The relationship
is over.

You're probably right...I'm
sure I don't have any idea what you're going through. How hard it is to
let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two
are for each other, it doesn't mean you're right for each other right
now. I wouldn't know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to
scream, or hit someone...or cry.

I'm perfectly fine with being friends with him except I have this constant overwhelming urge to kiss him ,randomly out of no where. just plant one on his lips. but i can't do that cause it would be awkward ,you see, and it would totally kill the whole friendship thing.©

Do it again and they'll be tracing you with chalk.

No I like my feet on the ground. Oh wait it's you. just kidding =]©

this thing © means i got them from slick1995.

Kid don't flatter yourself. You mean nothing to me.©

Don't talk to me if your not gonna listen to what I say.©

You're my exception.

If the lie is I love you then I want to hear it again.©

I'm not a doll don't play with me.

I built a wall, Not to block him out; But to see if he'll jump over ~~it.~~

No man is worth your tears. And when you find the one who is, He won't make you cry.

Saturday, 28 February 2009

if he takes the time to argue with you; then he cares more than you know

This is love, isn't it? When you notice someone's
absence and you hate that absence, more than you love his presence.

Like it or not; something always seems so wrong;;
Sometimes people build you up just so they can knock you down.
Sometimes they'll have you there just cause they need someone around.

And what she wants is pretty simple,
just a sticky note in her car saying i love you.
or a sunflower he surprises her with in the middle of the day.
because it's the little things that mean the most.

Put your ipod on and turn it up all the way;;
Cause music speaks the words when you have nothing to say.
Maybe I'm smiling and happy all the time,
because I'm trying to hide something else.
It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
Almost everyone you know has their heart all wrapped around someone who will never love them back.
Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.

I'm sick of pretending that it doesn't hurt.

he gets her out of bed in the morning;
       drags her to school; pulls her through
her classes and brightens up her day
        && he doesn't even know he does it.

In order to get what you want,
you have to know what you deserve.

You learn a lot about people when you listen to the songs that mean something to them.

strong is keeping it together,
when the world would
understand if you fell apart.

Well, your eyes are puffy. Which, from experience, screams
textbook crying eyes. You have your hair up, so you're not
planning on impressing any boys today. I'd say you're
nursing a hell of a broken heart. And not the school girl
crush kind. You're dealing with the real thing.

You know how it is when you don't want to miss them, but you want them to miss you.


Every person has two sides to them. One they let the world see and one they keep to themselves.

if i was going to be alive, then i might as well be incredible.

You don't need me,
and that's whats breaking my heart.

The purpose of life, is to find something worth
dying for, and then living for it.
admit it.
you only want me
when you can't have her.
i hope someday you’ll find all my quotes,
all my words, and read them all.i hope you’ll
know that they’re about you, and when you
read them, i hope that at least a single tear
will run down your perfect face.

Thursday, 05 February 2009

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